Obligations, and How to Escape Them

I left the heater on with the door open.
It screamed at me with its opened mouth,
Its opened mouth, a feature of the 30 dollar
Plastic ring upgrade, separating itself
From the competitors with its enhanced airflow
Capacity–enhanced screaming-at-me
Capacity–the wails of the quasi-dimensional prophecy
Of an ominous electrical bill

But my legs turned jelly in the compression of a blanket
Like eel jelly, a fish trapped in the water
Of its own Gelatinous fat. Fat seeps to the top
And hardens, preventing movement
Like the stock on my moms fish soup

So I fought the screams
Another voice in the cache of random babbling.
I can’t wait to go to sleep.
Silence is hectic in the dark but my blanket muffles
Sound, and it's fun being so popular.
I can pit it against the voice of hacked childrens videos
That gouged peppa pig’s eyes out and replaced
It with my worldview–the reigning champion
Tuesday’s schizophrenic battle arenas

A young woman looks at the camera

Rena Shang

Grade: 12 / CEGEP I
Crofton House School
Vancouver, BC

“The debilitating silence of voices in your head. ”

Bio

Rena Shang is a student in grade 12 located in Vancouver, BC. She loves reading, writing, and torched sushi. Her life goal is to try all the types of fancy raw fish, and write fish-inspired poem for each species.

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